Butts

Cute right? Ok sorry.









Time is moved rather quickly as I step into the second month of my internship at Asia Pacific Breweries Limited.

I didn't learn much here, but I've learned how hard it actually is to work for the money.

Few weeks ago, i received my first pay; 690$. I thought it was a lot at first. But in just a week, I've already spent 380$. I have no idea what I spent on. Guess it's those little things that i spent on that summed up to a big amount.

I can't wait for this intern shit to be over. I wanna be free. Like how i used to be. Damn I miss those times. Even during my FYP, I was free. Now I know how lifeless and ball sucking it is to be working and all.

Work can be enjoyable, but you gotta work in a place where you enjoy what you're doing. I don't enjoy studying engineering/electronics, so I'm sure that I won't enjoy working in that path. Now is the time that I feel all the regrets that I was supposed to feel years ago.

I regret not listening to Jasper, not taking the path that he took. He went to an art school, he went on to do something he liked. And at least now he knows what he wants. No wait, I'm not sure of what he wants but I'm sure that spending time in Lasalle gave him a blurry or something something vision of what he wants to do. Right not Jasper?

I know I'd be happy if I was studying art. I was just too lazy to do a port folio and go for the interview and stuff. Damn.. I could've at least tried yknow.

I was thinking about studying after Army, but then.. I'd be old and stuff and where do i get the money from? All the money spent on NYP wasted. SIAO~ but still, Mum told me to go for what I like. Kind of touched because she had her hands on my shoulder when she talked to me. OK LAME. We don't usually talk like that you see..

But then again.. If I didn't go to NYP, I wouldn't have met the most amazing girl in the whole galaxy. I wouldn't even know what love is. I'm struggling now, deciding on what I want for the future. It's hard, but I'm happy. I have the only girl in the world who'd lemme shaft my finger up her nostrils. I'm happy because I have my Tiny:3