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my last picture with Jason ;(





and here comes the best part of the chalet. played in the quicksand-like soil...








everything ended. finally i can have a good rest. our chalet was actually 3days 2nights, but because of Jason going back to Nepal, it became 4days 3nights. hahaha.
okay so the chalet was alright. there was this all-girls chalet beside us. WHOOOOOOOO!!! stylo. wasted, cause we didn't have much interactions with them. hahaha.
first night, somethings really bad happened. i don't know whether to believe or not. okay, let's just shut up and not bring up the matter again yo~
second day... very nice, we woke up early in the morning, went to swim in the pool. then after that, some staff of the chalet told us that the pool is not open yet, so we went to the field and played a game of soccer. it was raining, the ground was soggy. mud everywhere. and that game of soccer was super! we slid on the mud, and it was damn shiok babeh~ and then after that we went to bathe everything nice nice shiok shiok already went to rest. a few hours later, we went to the beach, then saw people at the far far side catching somethings. so we decided to go take a look. a few steps on the soil and down we go. our whole leg went into the soil, waaaaaaa. i was wearing white and because of the damn soil, now it's brown. shit... we struggled. but luckily, a malay lady came to aid us. adviced us on how to cross over to the other side. and so... mission accomplished!
okay i don't wanna talk too much about the chalet, now the sad part.

chalet ended, everyone went home rested, and then came out again for Jason Pun. he's leaving. okay, on the way home, on the bus. i teared man! pictures of Jason's face flashed across my mind. DAAAAAAAAMN~ i hope no one saw me tearing and all.
okay then met the others at J8. went around looking for a gift. and tada!~ A BALL SHALL BE THE GIFT!
after that, we went straight to the airport. waited waited and waited. from around 11pm to like 5am. it was uffing boring i tell you. why can't buses and trains just operated like normal at night? CB!
then we saw Jason Pun with his parents. i wasn't sad at first. but after awhile, my eyes got watery, alittle. talked and took picture with him for the last time. finally at 8am, it was time for us to give our last wishes to Jason Pun.
then slowly, he disappeared into the departure place or whatever and that was the last time we saw him...

ahhhh... Izwan teared. and the rest, i guess they just held back their tears. and it was time for us to go home. yea we went home... and again... i teared the fuckin' bus. teared first, then started weeping. luckily i had my cap ah, if not everyone looking already. shit i'm tearing again... ahh, i miss him so fuckin' alot.
5 years of friendship, 5years know! maybe it's not alot, but we've been in the same class for so long, the bond between is already there. no actually the bond has only just became strong. i so fucking regret not asking him out more often and all. we played soccer together, made fun of one another in class and did so many things together... fuck man, why does it have to end so suddenly. how i wish secondary school never ended, this way, we can be with Jason for as long as possible already. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... i'm dying already. i cried when i bathed and also when i was on the bed. like those really cry those kind.
i really really really miss him now. he said he'd be back during holidays... but what if he doesn't!? arghhhhhhh! i wanna go Nepal with him. at least for a few weeks. i want him back!!!

JASON BUDUJA PUN!!! PLEASE COME BACK WHEN YOU'VE GOT THE TIME!!! DON'T YOU EVER FORGET ABOUT THE BUNCH OF FRIENDS YOU HAVE IN SINGAPORE!!! THOSE THAT HAVE SPENT ALMOST 5YEARS WITH YOU!!! THOSE THAT HAVE PLAYED WITH YOU AND JOKE WITH YOU!!! PLEASE~ KEEP IN CONTACT!!!
I (L) YOU!