anger

OMFG! i feel damn pissed. i can really kill someone right now. the words that can describe my emotion now are all the vulgarities i can think of. seriously, i've never been this pissed before. maybe in the past. if last time got, means it's been like dk how many thousand years since i got this pissed. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK! i really cannot take it already. i can become like the boy who got his World of Warcraft account deleted. can stick a remote up my ass. motherfucker! i just feel like destroying everything i see in sight. FUCK LAAAAAAAAAAA! serious one. it's like someone just sliced a piece of my flesh(i knw i don't hv much). NO! it's like losing a limp! eff.. i want to kill someone now! who can volunteer?

ok, the cause for the state i'm in now: Mrs Wong, Mother of Wong Ji Siang, threw away his Beatty Uniform(and probably his tie too). OMFG! just typing this sentence can make me go crazy. my head's getting really really hot and my ears are turning red.
i remember so vividly that my mum asked me, "You still want your school uniform one or not?"
and i answered like a National Day Parade commander, "YES!"
and now it's gone. WTF! just the thought of that missing uniform can drive me crazy like how that someone drove Britney Spears. FUCK!

ya, these all shows how much i love Beatty Secondary School. if we were to be able to enter Beatty, i'll definitely buy another set of uniform and a tie. whoa serious. i'm trying to contain my anger now by gritting my teeth so ever tightly.

i cannot vent my anger here because it's not helping. i think, this experience is proof! proof of my loyalty to something i really really love. and this is the first time i got so damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn pissed about something. i can confirm that none of my past pissed states can beat the one i'm experiencing now. whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! i wanna cry already.

and hitting keys on the keyboard now isn't helping at all.
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