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a lot of things in my mind right now. i can't think straight.

exams is killing me. i really wanna just give up studying now.. i wanna live life freely.

why can't i be like all the young celebrities?

why can't i have super human powers?

ok so i've been "studying" these few days. and it's not really productive but still i have to force myself. then again, with all the books, notes and exams papers in front of me, drowsiness kicks in immediately without warning. then i side track a bit from all the studying and when i get back to it, the mood is gone. and time lapsed an hour or two which is like a total waste of my time.

hurry up and end examinations already. and i don't ask for much, i just wanna get my diploma! in 3 years. but for now, i wanna get my diploma after i end the coming semester!

my neck hurts because what? because i have to tilt so that my damn fringe won't get in the way of my vision! wtf..

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i know that those who have been reading my blog and all is getting irritated and think that i'm becoming a good for nothing because all i do is talk about my girlfr. well.. FUCK YOU ALL OK!

i'm in love wtf do you expect?

can't a dude feel like that?

it's ok for a dude to feel emotional and all! after all we're all humans with feelings.

and if you think this love that i'm talking about is the song by Maroon 5, it's not! if you think this love that i'm talking about is just some stupid infatuation, well.. think again. this is real, like the lyrics from Demi Lovato's "This is Me" damn you all to hell! ok sorry. but seriously.. i believe that there's a little girl trapped inside every dude's body. desperately trying to get out, wanting to let loose. mine escaped because emotions took over. it's so overwhelming that the guards of Sparta can't even hold their front line.

is it wrong to let the world know how in love a dude is?

is it wrong to talk about this amazing girl you have to the world because you're crazy about her?

is it wrong for a dude to be sentimental when it comes to loving someone?

hell, even Superman aka the man of steel is in love. even The Hulk gets angry because of his girl and all. no wait, all the manly heroes has a girlfr! and most of them fight because of love! isn't it?