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hi everybody i wanna announce to the world that i finally have a girlfr! ahhahahahaha.
her name is Lynn Yeo and i fucking love her to bits and pieces, dusts and bacteria!
i know i know, we've only known each other for a really short period of time. but this feeling, this really special feeling.. who can stop it? who can control? right?
at first i didn't want things to go this fast, but i really can't help it. i wanted to know more about her before telling her how i feel, but i let the cat out of the bag too soon. i leaked without knowing and soon she found out how i felt about her. we went on several dates and blablabla.. and now we're a couple. i'm really fucking happy with my life now, not including the school part.
you know i'm a real noob at this whole relationship thing, so that explains why i'm so excited about this "adventure". i have no idea how to be a boyfr and so i have to learn as i advance. i may get on your nerves because i show too much affection and i tell you how i feel all the time. i might not take much initiative because i am a sucker, idk what to do with my hands and my mouth(fr talking only). i might say things that make you unhappy because i talk without going through my brain, most of the time. i am insensitive, so i might say shit that are gonna hurt you or just piss you off. and i get jealous easily, this is gonna be real tough to deal with. hhahaha..
awww i miss her already:( i miss looking at her cute face, i miss her rolling her eyes at me, i miss hearing her laugh, i miss her smell, i miss her really long nails coursing down my arm, i miss tying her hair and fail at the end, i miss hearing her whine about me tying her hair, i miss her hitting me, i miss seeing her get jealous, i miss her making me jealous, i miss her lying on my shoulders, i miss lying on her head while she lie on my shoulders, i miss smelling her head(quite sick ah i know but i like la ok), i miss holding her hands, i miss acting like idk her, i miss making a fake phone call and comment about what she do to the fake person on the other side of the phone, i miss playing with her nails, i miss the bus rides, i miss the loops, i miss walking her home, i miss her saying i hate u, i miss hearing her sing her luoBABY's songs(go la go la hahhha), i miss telling her abt th story of th runner and I MISS LYNN YEO!
ok enough.
idc what people think about us, or me. ok maybe not idc, i won't let it affect me so much. you might say that i'm a fucking desperate mofo and all. but the truth is, i just cannot help it. i don't want things to end up like how it ended the last time.. fucking lame, drag drag drag.. in the end fail. so you see, i don't want shit like that to happen again, so risk it! like i always say, "In life, we gotta take risks." so true.. because i'm really really really really really having the time of my life now.
you guys might judge and all, it's not cool. i judge too, but just keep whatever you have to yourselves ok? thank you very much. the end bye.
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