is it too late?

see i really regret not studying hard enough in poly. my results are shit.. and when my results are shit, my future will be screwed because i my qualifications can only get me this far..

i think i'm gonna end up getting a low paying job or just a stupid lame shit job in society next time. everyone's gonna leave me.. i so fucking regret. why am i coming to my senses only when i get to year 3?..

i really hope something, idk what thing, will happen to me soon. and that something will open a path for me.. it's gonna give me good life. with that i can give people around me, those that i love, a really good life. a happy life..

is it too late to work hard now?

now i know why emo kids will wanna just end their lives.