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hi. it's been a while since i blogged huh?

so life has been goooooooooooooood~ but still, school's really stressful. i know i haven't been doing much for school, but i'm still stressed out. you see, everyday i attend school, hoping that i can understand whatever the fuck the lecturers are trying to teach and all. but still i don't get shit inside my head. wtf is going on? i understand what i'm seeing, but when the question is given, i just dk how to start and where to start. this is really shit. feel like slapping my testicles in the nuts!

guess i'll have to really make use of the 2 weeks study break..

and then there's this another thing which i am really really stressed about. Beatty Alumni Youth Dinner. they're looking for people to perform, and i am really really really desperate. i really wanna perform, but then things came in the way. we're all busy and blablabla.. but i think, for now.. all we need is a bassist. preferably someone from Beatty. someone who's from Beatty and doesn't mine performing with a bunch of noobs. someone from Beatty, someone who doesn't mind performing with a bunch of noobs and someone who doesn't have ego issues. 谁！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！