funnel

Kumar went for his sterilization earlier on Tuesday. i couldn't go with him because i had FYP. DAMN YOU FYP! i came home to see him with the funnel around his neck. i went up to him and he jumped on me like the operation on him was nothing. then he tried to lick me but the funnel got in the way. so cute.
and i have no idea why, but Yeogi seemed like she couldn't recognise Kumar. she kept growling and kind of wanted to fight with Kumar. crazy women. "Crazy, people go operation come back with one funnel only you cannot recognise ah? Si gao.. Just like me."

because of how Yeogi behaved, we had to leash them to the gates so that Yeogi won't be doing stupid things to Kumar. so before sleeping, i brought Kumar to his peeing spot and waited for him to do his business. and what happened next really killed my heart.

he sniffed the ground. trying to find his scent, his spot, but he just couldn't find it. the funnel got in the way, again. so he kind of panicked and then after several attempts, he stopped. he run to the front gate and just stood there. i watched as i called out his name, "Kumar. Kumar.. Come. Come Kumar." he didn't budge. so i went over and "sayang" him. i gently scratched his chin and stroked his forehead. while i did that, he looked at me and i looked into his eyes. he seemed so sad.. like his eyes were watery. normally when i "sayang" him, his tail would wag so vigorously and he'd be happy and all. but this time, he just wagged his tail gently. my heart really sank when i saw him like that. i hate to see him like that.. really:(

but everything seems fine now. the funnel has to be there for like a month. *sigh

never will there be enough love.