#justsaying

Some times, you get pissed off for no reason. Some times, you get pissed off because of yourself. Some times you imagine stuff. The imagination goes beyond "possible" and into the boundaries of "impossible". And eventually you get really mad at yourself that you start to hate the way you're acting. Some times, you just feel like you can't give your girlfriend happiness. Because all you do is make her unhappy, piss her off and say things to make her feel bad. Shit like that happens almost everyday. You start to think that you guys are not meant to be together. Out there, someone better is waiting for her. Happiness is waiting for her. And you're the reason why he cannot reach her. You slowly lose grip. But something comes into mind, "Fight for the things that you want. Be selfish." And so you try to change, you try to forget things, but it's really hard. It takes time. It may take weeks and even years. But even if it takes forever, you're never gonna stop trying. Keep trying until that one day comes. That one day where you can hang out and talk to her without having to fight. That one day where she's gonna have a smile on her face the whole day.